Heavy- hearted

Hola!

Sorry for the lack of updates =) I have been going out almost every single day and I'm enjoying every bit of it.

Times flies when you're having fun. I'm leaving for Australia next week.
I feel very heavy-hearted to go back to Australia since I came back here.
I don't feel like leaving so soon, I'm not ready to leave yet.
I actually tried calling the airline company to see whether I can change my flight but to no avail, I can't. The flight for the following few days are all full and if I were to change my flight, it'll cost me a bomb.


For the first time, I find that my mom's words are quite wise.LOL.

"You gotta do what you gotta do.
Its just another phase in life you got to go through.
You'll be alright"

Those words made me feel slightly better after that.

I can't believe it. I've only got less than 2 more weeks here before I fly off to Melbourne. I'm already starting to miss home >.<



BLITZERZ, I'm very proud of you. The long awaited champions =)




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This feeling, its killing me inside.
I just want to let it all out...................

one more time

Hey!

Sorry for the lack of updates, my connection's been really wonky these few days.

Staying at home is no fun I tell you. No, I don't have 'THE' flu. I decided to quarantine myself just to play safe.


I started going out already. Had dinner with Pamela at some Korean restaurant at Hartamas on Wednesday night. We had our good ol' chats. Something happen while we were having dinner as well as on our way back. Some donkey driver who drove a Myvi chased us. That bugger came out of no where and he was so close that if Pam didn't speed up, he could have hit us.


On Wednesday, Jimmo asked me thrice whether I can go for Jen Ai's suprise dinner the following day. I felt so bad cause I rejected her all three times! However, after I found out from Pam that they're gonna push it to an hour later, hehehe.. I could make it. I told Pam not to tell them that I'll be going.
I manage to suprise quite a few of them. Pam met with me downstairs and Mei Li tagged along. Mei Li was shocked when she saw me and I got a big fat and tight hug from her! I got another hug from Mei Fong too! I missed everyone of them so so much and its good to get to see them again. But Maddie wasn't there >.< Jamie was like " I thought you say you cannot make it one?!!".. I just gave a "hehhehehee"... The night was good! We all laughed like crazy, act like monkeys and Jimmo stole my heels! hehehe...


All in all, I had two awesome nights! Starting from next week, I think I will be going out on a full scale. I only have ONE AND A HALF WEEK more before I fly back to Melbourne.


And now I know why I'll miss home when I fly back to Melbourne on the 15th. ALL my relatives from my dad's side wants to see me every single day if possible. My niece and nephew, they hugged me till they didn't want to let go yesterday cause they thought they won't see me again =') My mom, aunt and grandma keeps on giving me money! Hehehe.. but I feel bad cause I tend to spend more >.< My grandma cooks lots of nice food for me, my aunt buys me lunch everyday.
My friends that loves me very much too!


Sososo, who am I meeting next week??? =D=D



I can't wait, someone's coming back this coming week! Whee!!


Till then,



Adeline <3

Dear Lord

All I can do now is pray and hope that everything will be alright.

bitterness.

I NEVER EXPECT all these would have happen when I'm back.
The night was suppose to be good, but it ended so bitterly.
I am so dissapointed in you. I really am.
I am THIS close to slapping you.
No one bothers to listen to me at all, thats great.
All of these are suppose to be behind me, all of it.
I guess it didn't work.


Its true about what people say,

"your past will still haunt you"

I wonder, when will all these really end.

I'm sorry I made you worried. Don't worry, I'll be alright, at least I think I will be.